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192 pages, Paperback
First published October 1, 1982
From A FarI know I shall write a book, but not yet. I know it shall be experimental, political, and grotesque. I see myself gouging any and all that pertains out of university libraries and sitting amidst the booty, taxidermied with stuffed in papers and mayhaps bulleted with the post-its, I've grown fonder of the flitting graffitis during the course of my current occupation. I see myself rejecting the exigencies of tact, universality, and New Critcism, for to discuss that line comprising Dictee and Theresa Hak Kyung Cha one needs a haunting and a hell to pay that neither commercializes for profit nor solipsizes into ivory tower onanism can convey. Four stars, five stars, a star of doom that struck a woman of color writer down in the streets and blows wide the best suppression of literature and of life. What dreams I have I rarely remember, what nightmares comprise is memorial insertion, and horror's this fact of history to which I will give all that is required.
What nationality
or what kindred and relation
what blood relation
what blood ties of blood
what ancestry
what race generation
what house clan tribe stock strain
what lineage extraction
what breed sect gender denomination caste
what stray ejection misplaced
Tertium Quid neither one thing nor the other
Tombe des nues de naturalized
what transplant to dispel upon
Some will not know age. Some not age. Time stops. Time will stop for some. For them especially. Eternal time. No age. Time fixes for some. Their image, the memory of them is not given to deterioration, unlike the captured image that extracts from the soul precisely by reproducing, multiplying itself. Their countenance evokes not the hallowed beauty, beauty from seasonal decay, evokes not the inevitable, not death, but the dy-ing.Male martyrdom is accomplished, female martyrdom is assumed. How many authors are you aware of who were snatched up by their memento mori material just as said material was being revealed beyond the page. We could argue against gender dichotomy, postcolonialism, what was she doing existing without a chaperone, how was she dressed, etc, etc, etc, but analyses that ignores the origins is worse than useless. Chinese, epiglottis, the Roman Catholic Church, revolutionary sacrifice, cinematic framing, violence, ownership, blood, stone, voice. We could argue each of these concepts into oblivion so long as we subsequently committed to never engaging with each of them ever again. We could pass off this experiment as too obsessed with silence, with rhythm of breath, with lies and religion and history, too angry, too eerie, too vague and too difficult. Something embodied by a sundering and a void, laid out in images both cited and not, communication enacting an imprint if not understanding. The marrow of the matter is we cannot argue into oblivion death. We cannot argue into the void execution. Talk, is cheap, life is short, and no matter how many papers I write I am alive, and Cha is not. A knife thrust in the canon, and look how it defended.
There is no surrendering you are chosen to fail to be martyred to shed blood to be set and example one who has chosen to defy and was set to be set an example to be martyred an animal useless betrayer to the cause to the welfare to peace to harmony to progress.The muses are female because they exist to be used. Circumstance rendered yet another name tied to the stake of the archive that happens to be strung on tenterhooks over Korea, Japan, France, the United States, womanhood, the New Testament, words on a screen, writing on a page, ghosts in the shell, girl in the well. Lies have power, but extinction does it better. Interest has wonders, but dictee is best.
Suffice more than that. SHE opposes Her.
She against her.
More than that. Refuses to become discard
decomposed oblivion.
From its memory dust escapes the particles still
material still respiration move. Dead air stagnant
water still exhales mist. Pure hazard igniting flaming itself with the slightest of friction like firefly. The loss that should burn. Not burn, illuminate. Illuminate by losing. Lighten by loss.
Yet it loses not.
Her name. First the whole name. Then syllable by syllable counting each inside the mouth. Make them rise they rise repeatedly without ever making visible
lips never open to utter them.
Mere names only names without the image not hers
hers alone not the whole of her and even the image
would not be the entire
her fraction her invalid that inhabits that rise
voluntarily like flint
pure hazard dead substance to fire.
Others anonymous her detachments take her place. Anonymous against her. Suffice that should be nation against nation suffice that should have been divided into two which once was whole. Suffice that should diminish human breaths only too quickly. Suffice Melpomene. Nation against nation multiplied nations against nations against themselves. Own. Repels her rejects her expels her from her own. Her own is, in, of, through, all others, hers. Her own who is offspring and mother, Demeter and Sibyl.
Violation of her by giving name to the betrayal, all possible names, interchangeable names, to remedy, to justify the violation. Of her. Own. Unbegotten. Name. Name only. Name without substance. The everlasting, Forever. Without end.
Deceptions all the while. No devils here. Nor gods. Labyrinth of deceptions. No enduring time. Self-devouring. Devouring itself. Perishing all the while. Insect that eats its own mate.
Suffice Melpomene, arrest the screen en-trance flickering hue from behind cast shadow silhouette from back not visible. Like ice. Metal. Glass. Mirror. Receives none admits none.
Arrest the machine that purports to employ democracy but rather causes the successive refraction of her none other than her own. Suffice Melpomene, to exorcise from this mouth the name the words the memory of severance through this act by this very act to utter one, Her once, Her to utter at once, She without the separate act of uttering.
Dictee enlarges the notion of what a book is...because it is ephemeral, fragile, fierce and indelible, because it is subversive, because it yearns and is luminous. --Carole Maso
“To name it now so as not to repeat history in oblivion. To extract each fragment by each fragment from the word from the image another word another image the reply that will not repeat history in oblivion.”Cha was a writer who worked in many art forms, mining, it would seem, their various strengths to push boundaries and try to express/capture the inexpressible. A favorite professor recommended this book to me in the late '90s and it took a Pandemic-inspired buying spree for me to finally pick up a copy. I no longer remembered why it was recommended to me, nor what it was about, so I came to it with no history and no real expectations.
“It stays. All chronology lost, indecipherable, the passage of time, until it is forgotten. Forgotten how it stays, how it endures.”